I have been trying to bring many things in my life to a different level.  It has become very important to me to heal and grow as a pearson.  I have carried so much around with me that I have began to go into overload.  If I die tomorrow I want to know that I have made things right for myself.  No regrets or things left unfinished or unsaid.  If I have done something to hurt another for that I am truly sorry.  I am a big hearted lady who truly only wants to share good things with others.  It is the things in life that happen and we often end up hurting or getting hurt.  I in my heart have let go of any negativity and do apolagize for putting any of that onto another.  It is easier to put aside the things in our life that are not as we would have liked them then to deal with the reality of life.  I have looked within myself and discovered that at times I have been a pearson I would not even like to call "ME".  It is the part of me I am not proud of, but no one is perfect!  Today I will be the best person I can and hopefully I carry that into the next days. I am very thankfull that the people in my life have been there I am a lucky lady!  It is hard to understand why so many great individuals are taken from this world, but that is part of the circle.  One day that will be me and I can only do the best I can to be half as good as they.  If anyoe takes one thing from my rambaling on I would like it to be