Yesturday was a day of many emotions...  The reality of everything set in even more, however it was also a day of healing.  I spent the day putting our home back in order.  I did not realize how much pain I was holding inside.  It was very ovious to me when I took a look at how disorganized my life has been for the past fuew months.  As I was dusting my book case filled with pictures of you I had some laughs and some tears.  I thank you for so many wonderfull memories and all your guideance in my life.  I am thankfull that you let me know time and time again that you thought I was a wonderfull mother.  Jordyn talks about you everyday she will always remember you. 

Love You

lil sister